Hidradenitis suppurativa is Hell
I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Aug 8
Meaning
Today was about a doctor's appointment. I feel like it was such a wasted day. I spent hours getting ready. I didn't sleep because of my...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- May 31
Sepsis Survivor
Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- May 28
Moving
I have great news. I'm moving to Portland next week for my health and safety. I wish I could have made this update sooner, but I've been...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Apr 17
Birthday
Hi, world, My birthday is April 23rd. It's been a hell year for me. I'm posting this to ask you my friends for any kindness and or...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Apr 10
Endometriosis
Today brought to you by endometriosis, menstruation, and a baseball-sized ovarian cyst clawing its way out of me. So, I'm laying as still...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Mar 24
A Hug
Triggering content: mental health, trauma, hospitals When I was first hospitalized for sepsis last year, I met someone from Ukraine who...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 9
Cranial Massage Therapy
I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Jan 17
Y2K
So, there's a Spotify Playlist called "Y2K." I like it and must admit I miss the time when we were hoarding water and essentials for the...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 24, 2020
2021
Happy holidays my friends! I had chemotherapy on Monday and am doing my best to have a decent holiday week. My apartment complex is like...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 9, 2020
The McNair Scholars Program
Here's my joyful narrative about my experience interviewing for The McNair Scholars Program and my thoughts on the day I found out that I...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 9, 2020
Bose
While I was growing up, I had no idea I was autistic. All I knew was that music brought me peace when nothing else could, even through...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 27, 2020
"Gilded"
Too many falls I've watched from this bed Too many days lost To the pain To the fatigue To the remains I mourn alone In this gilded cage
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 23, 2020
Shoes
People need shoes. I need shoes too, even when I don’t feel like a person. In less than a day I lost everything - I lost my home, I lost...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 5, 2020
Help Me Soar
Please read, share, and donate (if you are able) to my new Go Fund Me. Thank you so much! #helpmesoar
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 3, 2020
Dear Narcissists
To all the partners who have abused me, ghosted me, said my illnesses were just “too much,” broke up with me via text, and promised me...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 1, 2020
Oppenheimer
"Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds” - Oppenheimer / Vishnu This is my self portrait that I started a year ago and never...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Aug 30, 2020
Dreaming
I was dreaming of hearing a young girl crying and screaming. I found her in a maze. She was clutching the right side of her bloodied face...