Snow
As evening arrived, gentle snow began to fall on the treetops. The dark soon followed but with a blanket of silent snowfall. You've just...
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Hannah Crazyhawk
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 2
Do No Harm
It's time for doctors of patients with Hidradenitis Suppurativa to listen to their patient's needs for pain control. Dismissing, blaming,...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 5, 2022
Hidradenitis suppurativa is Hell
I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- May 31, 2022
Sepsis Survivor
Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- May 28, 2022
Moving
I have great news. I'm moving to Portland next week for my health and safety. I wish I could have made this update sooner, but I've been...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Apr 10, 2022
Endometriosis
Today brought to you by endometriosis, menstruation, and a baseball-sized ovarian cyst clawing its way out of me. So, I'm laying as still...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Mar 24, 2022
A Hug
Triggering content: mental health, trauma, hospitals When I was first hospitalized for sepsis last year, I met someone from Ukraine who...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 27, 2022
Ukraine
I sat frozen in horror as I watched the series of events in the war on Ukraine unfold. I choked back tears as I thought of my friends...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 9, 2022
Cranial Massage Therapy
I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Jan 8, 2022
Thanksgiving 2021
So, today's been a really tough day for me. The holidays are brutal. I don't have family, and the only family that I had that I was close...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Jan 17, 2021
Kidney Failure
Well, my cardiologist called me yesterday. Both my kidneys are failing and I need surgery as soon as possible. I am in shock. And I am...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 24, 2020
2021
Happy holidays my friends! I had chemotherapy on Monday and am doing my best to have a decent holiday week. My apartment complex is like...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 23, 2020
Shoes
People need shoes. I need shoes too, even when I don’t feel like a person. In less than a day I lost everything - I lost my home, I lost...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 3, 2020
Dear Narcissists
To all the partners who have abused me, ghosted me, said my illnesses were just “too much,” broke up with me via text, and promised me...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 25, 2020
A PhD in Physics
Spoonies weigh everything. We are masters of the way things run, feel, and cost. I mean that in every way. We know the inner workings of...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 13, 2020
Emergency
The air quality is still hazardous here. Yesterday I had an asthma attack. It hurt so much to breathe. My heart beat was erratic and...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 9, 2020
Evacuation
As many of you may know, Oregon is in a state of emergency. The whole state is on fire. There are wildfires spreading everywhere around...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 1, 2020
Oppenheimer
"Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds” - Oppenheimer / Vishnu This is my self portrait that I started a year ago and never...
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