The Hummingbird
Waves of grief washed over me as I stepped onto my patio to refill my bird feeders. I’ll miss these little creatures, my only company. I...
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Hannah Crazyhawk
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Jul 14
Flesh
So many new diagnoses. My out-of-pocket expenses continue to grow. The amount of skin care products and treatments I need is endless....
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Jun 2
Deroofing Surgery Sucks
Today brought to you by exuding wounds breaching hydrocolloid dressings. I had a deroofing surgery for my hidradenitis suppurativa on my...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 23
Snow
As evening arrived, gentle snow began to fall on the treetops. The dark soon followed but with a blanket of silent snowfall. You've just...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 2
Do No Harm
It's time for doctors of patients with Hidradenitis Suppurativa to listen to their patient's needs for pain control. Dismissing, blaming,...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 5, 2022
Hidradenitis suppurativa is Hell
I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Aug 8, 2022
Meaning
Today was about a doctor's appointment. I feel like it was such a wasted day. I spent hours getting ready. I didn't sleep because of my...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- May 31, 2022
Sepsis Survivor
Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- May 28, 2022
Moving
I have great news. I'm moving to Portland next week for my health and safety. I wish I could have made this update sooner, but I've been...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Apr 17, 2022
Birthday
Hi, world, My birthday is April 23rd. It's been a hell year for me. I'm posting this to ask you my friends for any kindness and or...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Apr 10, 2022
Endometriosis
Today brought to you by endometriosis, menstruation, and a baseball-sized ovarian cyst clawing its way out of me. So, I'm laying as still...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Mar 24, 2022
A Hug
Triggering content: mental health, trauma, hospitals When I was first hospitalized for sepsis last year, I met someone from Ukraine who...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Feb 9, 2022
Cranial Massage Therapy
I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 24, 2020
2021
Happy holidays my friends! I had chemotherapy on Monday and am doing my best to have a decent holiday week. My apartment complex is like...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Dec 9, 2020
Bose
While I was growing up, I had no idea I was autistic. All I knew was that music brought me peace when nothing else could, even through...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 27, 2020
"Gilded"
Too many falls I've watched from this bed Too many days lost To the pain To the fatigue To the remains I mourn alone In this gilded cage
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 5, 2020
Help Me Soar
Please read, share, and donate (if you are able) to my new Go Fund Me. Thank you so much! #helpmesoar
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Oct 3, 2020
Dear Narcissists
To all the partners who have abused me, ghosted me, said my illnesses were just “too much,” broke up with me via text, and promised me...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 25, 2020
A PhD in Physics
Spoonies weigh everything. We are masters of the way things run, feel, and cost. I mean that in every way. We know the inner workings of...
Hannah Crazyhawk
- Sep 18, 2020
Bald is Beautiful
The wonderful barber, Jacob at Trailhead Barbershop shaved my head today for free. 💈 I COULD NOT BE HAPPIER!!! I've never felt better...
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