“How to Tell When We Will Die: On Pain, Disability, and Doom” — Johanna Hedva
It is a tremendous book, a balm to my heart, and a piercing cry for those of us left alone to die. The words imbued in these pages are...
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Hannah Crazyhawk
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 30
The Nightstand
I always feel pressure to post aesthetic photos that are perfectly executed to appeal to the artist’s eye. However, I can’t take those...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 30
It Ends With Us
It Ends With Us Review
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jul 9
A Heart’s Own
I wish I could have gone to medical school. I would have chosen dermatology, surgery, or palliative care. Instead, I’m barely keeping...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 8, 2023
False Alarms
Today was terrible. Moments before my alarm was set to go off, the scream of a fire alarm blared above my bed. It was coming from the...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 1, 2023
Do No Harm
It's time for doctors of patients with Hidradenitis Suppurativa to listen to their patient's needs for pain control. Dismissing, blaming,...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 4, 2022
Hidradenitis suppurativa is Hell
I detest hidradenitis suppurativa. It's killing me from the inside out and there is nothing I can do but watch helplessly while my flesh...
Hannah Crazyhawk
May 31, 2022
Sepsis Survivor
Today is my one-year anniversary since my first septic event from hidradenitis suppurativa. It was the most horrible medical pain I've...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Mar 24, 2022
A Hug
Triggering content: mental health, trauma, hospitals When I was first hospitalized for sepsis last year, I met someone from Ukraine who...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 27, 2022
Ukraine
I sat frozen in horror as I watched the series of events in the war on Ukraine unfold. I choked back tears as I thought of my friends...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Feb 8, 2022
Cranial Massage Therapy
I want to share some excellent news with you. I've been receiving cranial massage therapy for a month now. It is the only thing that has...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Jan 8, 2022
Thanksgiving 2021
So, today's been a really tough day for me. The holidays are brutal. I don't have family, and the only family that I had that I was close...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Dec 24, 2020
2021
Happy holidays my friends! I had chemotherapy on Monday and am doing my best to have a decent holiday week. My apartment complex is like...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 23, 2020
Shoes
People need shoes. I need shoes too, even when I don’t feel like a person. In less than a day I lost everything - I lost my home, I lost...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 8, 2020
The Women I Love
These are the women I love. This is a collection of charcoal drawings and India Ink paintings I created for my advanced drawing course...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Oct 4, 2020
Help Me Soar
Please read, share, and donate (if you are able) to my new Go Fund Me. Thank you so much! #helpmesoar
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 25, 2020
A PhD in Physics
Spoonies weigh everything. We are masters of the way things run, feel, and cost. I mean that in every way. We know the inner workings of...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Sep 1, 2020
Oppenheimer
"Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds” - Oppenheimer / Vishnu This is my self portrait that I started a year ago and never...
Hannah Crazyhawk
Aug 30, 2020
Dreaming
I was dreaming of hearing a young girl crying and screaming. I found her in a maze. She was clutching the right side of her bloodied face...
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